A Small Victory

So something short and sweet. I was getting ready for work today, and had no clean pants to wear. .I know, I know I need to do laundry so bad. anyway I had a pair of jeans that were folded in the bottom of my closet because the last time I tried to wear them I couldn't button them. Well people I have them on tonight at work.. YAY.. I was super excited. It's the small little things in life that are huge in my life right now..

Feel the Pain

Today I started back to my personal trainer. Her name is Deb she works as the fitness consultant at my doctors office and does personal training on the side. I went to her a few times before my surgery. I have signed up with her for Tuesdays and Thursdays. She kicks my butt. It will all be worth it in the long run though.

My First Fill

Today was my first fill. It was just as it was described to me. I did not even fill the needle.. That was until he had a hard time finding the part he needed. He could find the port, but kept saying the first one is always hard. I think the part that was the most uncomfortable was his fingers pressing down so hard on the port and my belly. So now liquids again for two days. Fun, Fun. Then the real fun begins. I am nervous about eating. I went to the support group at my Dr's office again tonight. People were talking about getting stuff stuck and getting sick. It just all makes me nervous. Any words of wisdom please?